I am over people thinking that sexual Violence is only a women’s issue
I am over other men who are to scared to step out of the box and actually speak up, when they so desperately want to.
I am over my male peers feeling guilty for their “male privilege” and not using to better the world.
I am over being told that being a “tough guy” is a bad thing, when in actuality when used correctly it becomes a tool that can be used to stand up for those that need it.
I am over the fact that sexual violence is so taboo to talk about that it gets ignored.
I am over being told i know nothing because i am a young man.
I am over those who work in sexual violence prevention/intervention only to benefit themselves not because their hearts in it.
I am over the ignorance in the country to the struggles of victims all over the world.
I am over being angry every time i turn on the news
I am over the utter disrespect and hateful things people post as comments on web articles with no thought to those they may be hurting.
I am over the media displaying sex everywhere and then saying it is bad.
I am over the alcohol culture and the young women and men who are hurt by it.
I am over the fact that people will use the victimization of a child in a high profile case as a platform to discuss other issues.
I am over the fact that people would have the audacity to victim blame a child after she has been gang raped.
I am over the separation of Males and Females in sex education and sexual violence education
I am over rape jokes
I am over the fact the word Bitch has become so commonplace in our vocabularies
I am over being Angry
I am doing my best with all my heart and soul to change all the things i am over.
Give me give me give me more
take as much as one can then go past that limit and turn away from open hands, it’s mine, all mine and I plan on keepin it that way, it’s the only way i can make it through the day knowing I got it all, and whatever y’all think don’t matter cause I don’t have to worry about the fall I’ll keep it all here because I can , it’s only greed to those begging with open hands open cups it don’t even matter. I want what I got and what you have it will be all mine cause you don’t deserve what I’m after.
Give me give me give me more
and what I’m after Is what you got, something I claim as mine , to others it not worth much but to me it’s alot, and best of all it’s something I already posses but i want yours too, this ain’t a joke , give me it all no more no less, it’s selfish, it’s possessive, it’s greed and I don’t care .if I don’t have all I want then what’s the point of living here, or living at all, it will be mine I’ll take it from you, I’ll take it all.
Your love, always and never.
If I had one… it would be named majestic. just sayin’
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ive held back so much in my life im now opening up but there so much there has fucked me up, ive lost alot and i dont care to remember it all fell down one year in september, the month started out not feeling right and then solo, i saw one after another close friends lose what was once their life, at the same time the one i turned to was gone, was no longer my girl, she bounced, so long, and i didnt feel right to get a hold of her for help so i held it in, i let it eat me, i let it fuck with my health, i could feel my chest tingle and it was all from the stress, the stress of life, the stress of holdin it in, and after i hit rock bottom and man it was hard, boozin and usin’, fightin and screwin, i realized i was still alive and it was time to move on, and as hard as it was and as hard as it is, my outlook is different, gotta stop think about what was and focus on what is, i found a new appreciate for those that i never thought to keep as the closest, and i learned to curb the hurt with a few herbal doses, i use to not think of it to medicate but everything else i tried just led to hate, self loathing and and bad decisions, and as sad it sounds “just dealing with it” wasnt gunna work i need to be right in my head to put in work and do what i do with all my heart, and if that takes getting high here and there then there is no reason to stop cause i cant afford to restart and try to process it all sober, cause the stressed of day to day life on top of everything else, made that rationale obsolete,over.


